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Name: lemonjellybeans
Birthday: 8/18/1986
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Friday, February 10, 2012

Currently
Wounded Rhymes
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Tuesday, February 07, 2012

We can start over again

There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out.
And the sky is deep and blue.
Won't you take me there with you.

Ohhh, we can begin again.
Shed our skin, let the sun shine in.
At the edge of the ocean
We can start over again.

There's a world I've always known
Somewhere far away from home.
When I close my eyes I see
All the space and mystery.

Ohhh, we can begin again.
Shed our skin, let the sun shine in.
At the edge of the ocean
We can start over again.

//*have you ever thought about it?


Oh my heart, how it aches.
How it aches with all these information.
I remember seeing her profile and thinking, she seems to be your type.

I shouldn't be surprised.
I shouldn't.
I need my Latin.


Monday, December 26, 2011

No longer yours.

GLINDA
(spoken) Elphaba - why couldn't you have stayed calm for
Once, instead of flying off the handle!
I hope you're happy!
(sung) I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever!

ELPHABA
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy, too
I hope you're proud how you
Would grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition

BOTH
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy right now

GLINDA
(spoken) Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry:
(sung) You can still be with the Wizard
What you've worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted:

ELPHABA
(spoken) I know:
(sung) But I don't want it -
No - I can't want it
Anymore:

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

GLINDA
Can't I make you understand?
You're having delusions of grandeur:

ELPHABA
I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down:
(spoken) Glinda - come with me. Think of what we could
Do: together.

(sung) Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team
There's ever been
Glinda -
Dreams, the way we planned 'em

GLINDA
If we work in tandem:

BOTH
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity

ELPHABA
They'll never bring us down!
(spoken) Well? Are you coming?

GLINDA
I hope you're happy
Now that you're choosing this

ELPHABA
(spoken) You too
(sung) I hope it brings you bliss

BOTH
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy, my friend:

ELPHABA
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!

GLINDA
I hope you're happy!

CITIZENS OF OZ
Look at her, she's wicked!
Get her!

ELPHABA
:Bring me down!

CITIZENS OF OZ
No one mourns the wicked
So we've got to bring her

ELPHABA
Ahhh!

CITIZENS OF OZ
Down!
Currently
Wicked (2003 Original Broadway Cast)
By Kristin Chenoweth, Idina Menzel
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Sunday, December 18, 2011

it shouldn't be this hard.

It really shouldn't be this hard.

All I want are some things that I think I should be able to keep to salvage some memories in my life.
Or at least have the option of burning them to resolve and get (i hate this word) "closure"

If I had to sum up this year 2011, I would sum it up with just one word 'LOSS'.

I've lost a LOT this year.
I've lost people, I've lost friends, I've lost many many countless things.

And I've been pretty nonchalant.
Yes, there are many days and many hours spent thinking 'What happened, what did I do, what could possibly make you just pull off and cut off every single contact like this.'

I have said it before and I would say it again - some day, I would come to the 'hate' part. But right now, I'm still hopeful. I'm that hopeless romantic my mom warned me about. But I'm currently also that silent hopeless romantic I warned myself about.

Don't wear your heart on your sleeve.
Don't let anyone see what this really feels like.
I should be able to pen that note to ask for those things back. Soon.. before the year ends.

But asking me to sit and reflect on Year 2011.
I would probably lose 8 gallons of water mass from my body.

Currently
19
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Thursday, December 15, 2011

it's true what they say...

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

//* goodbye beautiful, it's time.

Currently
The One That Got Away (Remix Bundle)
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